Serretong's Journal

12:40PM

12:51AM - pretty cool stuff....

From:	someone i wont tell u..
Date:	11/28/2007 3:40 pm
Subject:	hi.. what's up!
Message:	So, i guess the time has come for me to start using this site! I took a look at your profile and well, I liked what I saw.. :p My name is ***********. I think we should be friends, because you seem pretty nice, and maybe even cute! (it's everso tough to tell in this digital world :) anyway, i'd go on forever, but I wanna get a response from you.. You should check out my page on this other site, I don't know how much I'll be on hi5, but I'm usually on over there: http..blah blah blah i wont tell u. Then maybe we could chat sometime! you know what they say.. appearance catches the eyes, but personality catches the heart.. haha.. take care, ***********

  This was a messge that i received from a lady in america... she is cool!!!! on friendster... cool stuff huh??

10:03PM - December fever...

 I think when i say December fever, i kind of mean it literally...

Open House:
3 days have to come, have to give face to my next year facilitator. BUT...Pretty cool, i met alot of new people, espacially my diploma peeps.

Friday morning:
mini date with my mom... Jalan everywhere until climb asia... before that settled some bank stuff for europe....

Saturday Sakura: 
one thing to say... STOMACHACHE!!! bloated & had a great time with all the climbers... 

Sunday Indonesian Dinner:
Whole family dinner... My brothers & their GFs and my parents... i seemed like the odd one out.. but its okay.. I like being the youngest and having everyone to dote on me....feels GOOD...

Monday/ Christmas Eve:
Everybody having last minute shopping... I working at Grandpa shop... Super saikang... Collect newspapers, scrap metal... The most important phase " how heavy so how much?" in hokkien or chinese.

11:14PM - Competition Day....

Rock climbing competition at suntec city convention hall 6... felt a little drained... started off shaky, excited, nervous + my everlasting sweaty palms...

I'm sure it felt good today!! team panda( Heng Yi, Qi Bin, Joycelyn, Yuji and myself) beating team Kangaroo.... Went into the quater finals... super pumped up... I feel super accomplished... Papa came to support a little.. took some pictures... overall, my team did fantastically well!!!...Glad that my coach believes in me... she is one bossy women man!!!

Anyway here comes the ugly part, i think i have had enough: if u are reading this, this is for u... I don know how to contact you.. u give excuses saying that u are busy and whatever stuff... I have reasons to think that this to-be-relationship may not work out after all...u seem distant like u don know me...I know i cannot call u at night... in the day im pretty busy but i try to make time for u... OBVIOUSLY u are "busy" with i don know what.... I think u really don bother.. so I also will not give A SHIT!!! I don know if u will be pissed at this but i really don care... I will give u this one hint: Im a big fish in a small pond.. there are many other fishes better than u... what makes u think that u are the best fish around? I think that that is a good enough hint for u.. so when u are ready to talk, call me...

9:07PM - all the negative stuff...

Haiya... super sian sia...

Got back my flu again.... my legs are still aching from sunday's training..... my tooth at the back is giving me problems.. everyday bloody budget on food so that i can go for my trips.. 80 cents on lunch everyday..care to imagine??...what the mother man!!!
I feel that i'm not really ready for my competition this friday.. mentally and physically, but i'll do my best.. thats for sure...

I just need someone to talk to... to confide in maybe..

Seriously, i mean seriously.. i think i have never felt so alone before....

I think i need some time off man.....

12:13PM - The Greatest Holiday Yet!!!

Wow.. I don have to say too much about this trip that i had but all that i have to say is that it was really one hell of a holiday. In short, we trekkers really rocked the house. Almost everything was screwed up: from the starting of the trip when the twins had wasted my mood to the start of the trek and until the crazy dilemma that we had in the midst of the rain and high altitudes and finally to the cock-up of the after-trek.

During the trek, i practically killed the twins by blowing my top, showing everyone the other side of me. We pushed them to the top until it was too late and dangerous to summit. Raining, Khai and I went down first to built the one tent that 11 people were going to share. Sleeping was agonising and crazy. Then, the next day we went down to the foot of Gunung Nuang.

Had the most delicious food in my life. A&W in KL which consisted of a normal set meal, plus one extra deluxe burger, adding the root beer float and one more important detail, the waffle ice cream...... HEAVENLY!!!  next was the pool game which i almost won the bloody cloud....Then we had a crazy freaking movie about Vampires which was meant to be scary but Dian and I made it super funny... that crazy gal... Finally we headed back to our bloody indian resthouse and went to sleep. I actually slept with the gals... Cool huh... Luckily i did not do anything funny... Haiya!!  whats up with guys and sex!!!! In addition, I slept with my bloody lenses.

Finally, day four.. Thursday.. we all were supposed to head back home which was initially intended for wednesday. But yeaps.. we screwed up... and i had a super huge stomach ache... we found out it was too late so guess what... the others went home to singapore. while 4 dumb suckers stayed in JB: they were Keith. Cloud. Dian and myself. We decided to tour this place called something bay( i cant really remember) and the stomachache got too crazy and i had to use one of the worst toilets the the world man... No toilet paper sia.....and fucking Dirty....we stayed for close to around 3am and then we headed to Lovely Dian's house to stay for the nite. watched another movie in the nite with Dian and then i dozed off with my lenses again. SHIT!!!! but whatever.. now i am still wearing the lenses sia...


Then finally back in Singapore..home sweet home... 
I love the outdoors man!!!!! the best trip eva!!!
(cant wait for my 28 days Euro back packing trip in february...4500$ man...whoa....) 

 

12:26AM - Climber PriXXXXXX!!! WhOa!!!

 
(thats me in the last route.. mother i never finished it man...)

Today was like a super crazy day... The feelings that i am having now are that i feel super accomplished, very motivated BUT a little disappointed. 

During the course of the entire competition, just to let u know.. i was waiting for three extremely important events to happen and unfold.
One: My father coming down to support me in my rock climbing competition. Second: the starting of the bloody mother event meaning the competion itself which made me and the others wait for like 4 hours....bloody hell!!....  Lastly, this special someone to come and support me too BUT aiya what a waste never come or not i would really have done better. But anyway, for that special someone called ling.. at least u had a real reason and that u bothered to text me but i just did not see..... for the others who do not know.. just go and do ur FMT and find out la....

So ya so feeling very good about myself since i feel that i had done my best, got a good ranking being 33 and the first chinese chimber at least... hehehe.. bloody racist shit.. but ya wasted i did not push a little more and i would hav finished the last route man.... but look on the bright side of life.. i still did well...and one last thing, i met Iman from YTSS.. great seeing him again....nostalgic feelings all coming back ya....i'm sure we will both be great climbers...

My dad is being praised for taking realli fantastic photos for todae anyway.. so just for my PAPA!!!... THANK u so much for coming down... I LOVE Ya!!! hope u enjoyed ur day dad...

11:24PM - I'm feeling Strong...

 


Quote of the day:
" A rattlesnake, if cornered, will become so angry it will bite itself. That is exactly what harbouring hate and resentment against others is, a biting of oneself. We think that we are harming others in holding these spites and hates, but the deeper harm is to ourselves. "
- E. Stanley Jones

Alright, Hi journal.... so i'm back home, again exhausted and extremely mother shagged. Today, I basically had more training from yesterday but to me rock climbing is not really considered a training... its more like something I love doing. So yeaps, Steven and I went to climb adventure which i found out was in Clementi.... and we found ourselves super shocked. The place which many people said was super cool now sucked.

Continueing on, we started climbing, it seemed rather easy to do until we started climbing. HOLY MOTHER!!! super difficult sia!!! Adding on, the speed route is an S shape and so bloody hard to boulder man... so we climb a little, talked crap for most of the time and then it reached 6pm...

Decided to go for more swimming.. This bloody Steven... Swam 20 laps like siao... one lap fast one lap slow... all the way alternate man.... Then guess what... CRAMP!!!! I feel so gay saying this but ya, i help steven to massage his calf... EIIRRR....

So after that, we "da bao" Long John and Balek Kampung....... HOME SWEET HOME..... -cough cough- forgot i still have sore throat.. luckilly got my Mother's one and only "Liang Teh" also known as cooling Tea. So i'm feeling better.... Thanks mom

To that special someone: Remember to come for this saturday's SP competition.... I'll be expecting you yeahh.....

12:19AM - Can't feel my Legs actually

Wahhh cool.... today is my first time writing in this journal...
never imagined myself writing this mother journal.... but anyway back to today.

Woke up to a bad sore throat, exhausted from the week by all the training and emotional shit... but it turned out to be great day.
InitiallyI promised my Ytss friends that i would be plaing soccer, but i woke up late and missed it. Damn!!!

Then i had training with the trekkers, cloud and keith and damien.... the guys team yeahhhh... im a bloody sexist shit. but ya we went for a jog in the afternoon and it turened out to be great.

Then i went home, found out that it was my Dad's birthday and that they were going out for dinner at Vivo. Shagged and tired, skipped dinner and went for more training. Climbed the stairs like 18 times, 11 floors up and down ya for an hour non-stop.... what the mother man!!! that was for my Gunung Nuang and gunung Stong training. 

Talked a little to a special someone... and cleared the misunderstanding.. so thank u to that special someone....

So other than that i have more rock climbing tomor at climb adventure... dont know where that is but i believe fad will be able to lead the way. WHO OOOOOO... finally its a sunday and i get to sleep my 12 hours...